Just when you thought things couldn't get worse, they can... and how...

So i haven't updated this thingie in a long long while so i guess the time is now or never. This has been one of the most up and down weeks of my life - probably moreso of the down. It's strange how quickly things can change, things you thought you would have forever can be gone in one day. So to make things short and concise: broke up with my bf on our year and a half anniversary. It was definitely a shock, but a long time coming. Long distance is not at all what it's cut out to be. In the end, it was inevitable, but hey shit happens, and it did not at all end on bad terms. It's moreso for me to find myself... i've even decided to take up guitar and focus on health and AIESEC. It's weird because i thought i would be done, and start concentrating on my life in Vancouver. But this has given me the chance to step back and think... don't get me wrong i was not this optimistic this whole week, but i've had a strong backbone to bring me back. You never know what you've lost until you've lost it, but there's trade-offs and you see all the wonderful people in your life and that you're not alone. We'll see how these next few months play out, i'm optimistic that things will look up... and this was a greater long term gain, than the short term pain.